Monday, May 11, 2009

Fake Smile

Today was kind of a bad day...
I am in the same position as sexy legs....
both of us have so much to say...
Although what I think im saying is always repeating...
But I think it really means alot....

Early in the morning then kena scold by ymm =.= sien dao....simply accuse me say I nvr write emcee speech~! T.T I was like..not me...its yj writting for principal and I write for PTA ONLY...then she kept on denying denying...and say she comfirm she ORDERED me to write...
Her brain and my brain..whose brain has a better memory wor? Gek dao me since early in the morning...I also asked yj to comfirm whether izit HIM who wrote the speech for principal...and he said ya~ he alr fnsh writting...
SEE?!!? Haiyoh...dont believe me la..push all the blame on me =.= grrr....u only asked me to write for PTA as backup =.= and u sendiri so bz also forget u ordered who to do what =.=
At least after I asked yj..comfirm he alr written the script..then I was not that angry liao la..just ymm sendiri yang blur...not our fault...let her marah oni la..i diam diam oni....

Then ar...masuk class...I dun know wad to say la...
Something is just disturbing me in my heart...Some of you should understand what am I saying...
Cant concentrate well in studies today because of 'something'
And I hv no one to talk to T.T
After explaining somethings...felt better a while....yet back to the same situation AGAIN...

What I can say is....
A fake smile can bring you a long way...


Until it was Bio class...sat with sexy legs and shared plenty of stuffs together...both of us were moody T.T dint even listen to what Miss Ashikin was saying...Too bad she not staying back..if not it would be a nvr ending conversation...

After school pergi E05 to cari my KH Pliers..die lo..dunno fly go where...*my Rm50 T.T*
Then asked Mr william got lost and found de pliers anot..then he said No...*NO~!!!! T.T im so dead* Talked to him about something...
Thank you so much for comforting me...

Then headed back to KRS room...
Explained to Celine Yewho KokSheng and YipChee about what really happened...
was really expressing out my true feelings...
Unfortunately I broke down into tears...
Couldn't stand it anymore...
Thanks KRS peeps for caring me...
Although you guys nvr do anything...
but just willing to listen to me really meant alot...
You guys tried to make me laugh after that...
I had no one to speak to in class...
So I was really letting my feelings out infront of u guys...
feeling really comfortable just like my family...
you guys nvr mentioned about it anymore....
instead u guys tried to cheer me up...
together with kaiboon and Yishiuan...
although they dint know what happen..
but still thanks alot...

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